Saturday, July 5, 2008

I. Am. Still. Not. Needed. And. I. Do. Not. Care.

I don't know... I just keep thinking that the world stays the same even if it has no me.

I guess these are the things that contribute to my current thoughts and feelings.

1) MATH. The horror.
2) MATHEMATICS
3) MATH MATH
4) ADD MATH ADD MATH ADDMATHADDMAT HADD MATH
5) AM AM AM AM AM AM
6) MATH!!!
7) Just me. I can only spend my parents' money. I make no profit. No one needs me. I have no special traits, no extraordinary presence, no talent, no intelligence. Anyone can replace me just fine. It's always alright even if I am not here. Some may even think that I'm a nuisance. That I steal their happiness, fortune or blessings away. I am just another parasite. Please ignore this unbearable creature. If you are unable to do so... Kick it, spit on it, hit it, burn it, bleed it, scratch it, stab it, do hurtful things to it. Doing those things will make some of you feel better, doesn't it?

I wish I could be somebody else. One individual who has talents. Not a pain in the ass creature like me.